A friend flew home last week and committed suicide..
He did it because the woman he loved promised to leave her husband for him and then didn't...
The officials are trying to keep it quiet so that people are not upset during examinations but his friends already know.
I want to scream it but I can't want to ask why but I'll keep the silence - except for here where I can release it and most of you don't know exactly who or where I am.
Haven't been on in ages but it's nice to have a place to ask the world.
Why did he do it? Why did he cause his family and friend's this pain? He was such a seemingly happy lovely person. Would listen to me ramble on and on while his food got cold and laugh at my jokes. Helped with finance homework. Smiled like you were the best person in the world when he saw you in the street. But, supposedly, because of that horrendous emotion called love, he decided to leave the wonder and joy of this world behind.
I think I might be too self-involved to ever do that. For once that doesn't upset me. I actually hope I am.

You have stepped off the long road
At rest,now to sleep
I hope in the next life the company you keep
Is as full of love and care as the ones you left behind
And can fully appreciate the beauty of your mind
I hope that there you find someone
who loves as you do
You will be sorely missed as we loved you too.

Life is such a cruel beauty sometimes...